haha

call me fickle minded coz I am.

i’ve moved back to my old blog.

it’s here

come by,alright?

I’ve had a 1001 things to say just now about my monitor and her friend.

A LOT of things.

I so wanna bitch.

But all of a sudden,everything subsided and I decided to take some quiz.

HOW dumb rite.

-.-” whatever.

well…check them out!

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It’s easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it’s all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you’re a bit full of yourself. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it’s something you’ve been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn’t fall in love with someone you didn’t trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Your Brain’s Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you’re hard to read, but that’s because you’re so internally focused. But when you do share what you’re thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you’re the first to say “let’s go!” Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You’re generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you’ve been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.  Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don’t mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You’re generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there’s a few emotional bumps you’d like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You’ll try almost anything interesting, and you’re constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

I guess these time-offs really cool me down.

I need to stop fighting with people- I’ve been doing so for a LONG time and I’m bloody tired with it.

I.NEED.HOLIDAYS.

one more week-just one MORE WEEK!!

*sigh*

Do all things through Christ who strengthens ME.-Phil 4:13.

I know I can’t change how my school works,but I can change one thing though.

It’s my mindset.

I’ll have to change it-heck,it’s 3 more months and I’m out of the miserable torture chamber.

I’m gonna enjoy the remnants of the time I have there.

I think I’ll do all things–

God-dependant.

=) off I go now!

ANGRY!!!!

WHY the fuck heck am I supposed to be the pressured one in the family when Daniel and Dennis don’t get them?Heck, even Derek when he was taking is UPSR examinations don’t get what I recieve from you people.

Can you guys just stop pressuring me?

I’m so tired being bitch-slapped all the time (of course,un-literally) about SPM. It’s like, YOU guys are putting guilty thoughts into my head for not studying. I know I’m not as smart as any of my friends, but PLEASE give me a fucking room to breathe?

I know I have lots of room to breathe-yet I seethe when I hear you guys going “can’t you play your part?”

HELLO–I’m already very stressed.

You’re adding on to it.

It may be a minute thing for you guys-childish stresses- but for me, a CHILD, it’s kinda big for me to handle-lor.I need a room for myself.I’ll study.

Just STOP, pressuring me-please.

ARGH!

Gah.
It’s Monday again.
BENGANG betul.

Anyway, sorry guys for the lack of updates since…uh…few days back-I’ve been REALLY busy *actually, I’m busy and I can’t come online* with piano-practicing-well it’s not the piano, PIANO practicing (meaning not practicing pieces from the classes) but rather practicing for Worship in my church.

Gosh,it’s nice to be able to play for God again .

I’m so tired and I hate Mondays.

I guess this fact will never change-prolly till after SPM?

I kinda hate/dislike/benci/tak suka going to school now. Maybe it’s just well,

UNBEARABLE.

I’ve never complained about school that much but yeah it’s getting over the top.

UGH.

Ok,off to school now =)

ta!

yes, it’s my xanga.

I’m going to link my xanga here and start blogging here from now onwards. I think I should start anew-I’m going kiasu with the site stats and everything else.

-.- YES I am kiasu (in other words, scared of losing-lah)

I’m so tired I practically napped for 2 hours or so.

it’s so fun sleeping and not realizing that you slept that long.

Now I feel so energetic!

You know something?

Something’s missing with this blog- it has all the stuff in xanga EXCEPT…

GOOD RICH TEXTS.

WHERE are the emoticons, the fonts and etc etc..or maybe I should just copy blog from Xanga and paste them here (got category lah-better =p)..

but it’s gonna be EXTRA work.

right?

-.-”

Sigh…I’m so gonna hurl.

Everyone’s reminding me about SPM.

GOD HELP ME!!!

*cries*

so, I should link my Xanga here.

Officially shifting here…mwahahahahhahaha.

but once in a while,readers, I’ll go back to xanga.

just for fck’s sake =p

heyhey.my first post in a new blog.

can I call this a new beginning

I’m someone who lives a life…futuristically and I plan ahead just to make sure that I have a firm hold of my future.

and I’m actually tired of it.

sigh- I hope I can live my life in a present manner-that I know that I am not able to hold the future but God alone can hold that future of mine,wherever it may lead me.

SPM. It’s so killing me- I really don’t know how else to be consistent in my studies, how else to balance my time.I’m such a procrastinator and yet I’m worried.

I’m so embittered with life as well. Anyways, it’s getting late so I can’t blog much.

As much as I wanna rant,though.

Before I go, check this pictures out

camwhore 1 -pose in the kitchen!

camwhore 2-in the study room =)

-nice? =)

well I’m off to bed now =)

oh wait-there’re always good stuff to share..

and I have a good bro and a best friend to cheer me up. In fact, I’ve got LOADS of friends/sibs to cheer me up all the time..and these words are words uttered by real people..

first my ‘bro’,Aqram

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well that’s about it.I’m off!